Time after Time

 Moving on starting with 11/23/21. He’s been saying some super mean stuff..calling me a lazy bitch because I was on unemployment due to covid. Says I don’t do anything even though Ive used the time on home improvements. Screams at me for paying bills. Says he gonna divorce me. Back to watching hours of porn-and he’s watching teen porn which grosses me out because out daughter is a teen. He’s also back on Tagged dating site hunting women..I even saw a few messages he sent to women. Then wants sex. And when I try to muster interest but can’t screams at me more calling me a cold evil bitch and saying he’s gonna leave. Just another unkept promise. Then there was the Amber alert conversation. It went off 4 times and I mentioned that was enough loud alerts. And he answered “yeah I’m sick of those alerts about that bitch”. I said “WHAT?! She’s not a bitch..it’s just a lot”. He says yeah but it’s some 13 year old with a 41 year old and she knows him” I’m like “ that’s not on her if she’s only 13” and he replied “she’s 13 she knows what the fuck she’s doing” me: “WHAT THE FUCK! Maybe she was groomed but she was only 13”.  This tells me all I need to know. December 1st I noted that I had caught him messaging someone  on Facebook. He lied about it. Then Saturday morning decided to come clean and says he wants to be honest. He really doesn’t know the correct order of honesty. I do