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April 4 2022

His car broke down and my daughter and I picked him up while the tow truck took the car. Then we get home and as we walk in the door he yells at me  “I hate my fucking life. There’s nothing good about my life. One day I’m just gonna poof. I wanna disappear and all you fuckers can deal with this shit” well that went on for about 6 minutes  but I stayed neutral and did not respond. He goes outside to look at the car and 40 minutes Later he comes in from working on my car and says something about steering pump being messed up then tells me “you can get someone else to work on it I’m sure you've got plenty of men lined up that you're always smiling at on your phone and whoever you’re texting can fix the motherfucker”.  I didn’t respond and just said I didn’t catch the first part he said about pump. He started screaming at me to fucking listen and that I was stupid then proceeded to go back to more insults “you’re a bitch” “someone else can fix it” “one of your fucking men can” etc. and I was calm and in a bland even tone responded “I understand you’re frustrated but how is trying to start a fight with me helping you?”. That Didn’t work so he kept insulting me and yelling aggressively then came towards me so I left the room and locked my door.  10 minutes later he knocks and asks why I got 100 cash out of our joint account this week. He got $340 and this week plus spent 530 of his check on payday. I said you spent over 500 on pay day and he says “thats my fucking paycheck not yours”. “Um I got paid too” I reminded him. Anyways he gets out 300-400 a wk and I can’t get 100 in 3 mos? So he screams  “I’m just going to start taking my whole paycheck out of our account and you can figure out how to pay the bills “and leave nothing for food or gas for me and the kids. He also said I can’t fix my car with “his” money to go to my work. And he’s getting verbally abusive daily. Has called me a bitch several times in a couple days and a lazy piece of shit because I didn’t have dinner ready and when he was out of money because he spent 800 in a week. And he always has weed.

June 8, 2022 He comes home and starts screaming at me thru my bedroom door about a credit card statement-not even a hello first. I tell him I put the Bellco stmt with his stuff under the coffee pot. He screams that that’s  not it that there’s another one and keeps yelling that I had better get that fucking statement. I repeatedly tell him there was no other and I don’t know what he’s talking about. He yells again id better get it right effin now and calls me a bitch and a cunt. I come out because he’s sounding violent and I dig out garbage mail from the trash. Nothing there. Then he looks in his stuff -under the coffee pot-and says there that’s the one- and I said see that IS Bellco. He continued to rage about it saying he was going to cancel it because I was using it. Side note I haven’t used it. He maxed it out til no credit was left. The we paid it down a bit. Then my daughter used it a few times. I then locked myself in my room. A too frequent need nowadays.

July 12, 2022

We were in the car. Our registration is expired and he said to me “the reason we don’t have current registration is because you’re a lazy fucking piece of shit that’s too fucking lazy to go get it”