Big Word

 Welcome t Thursday. The day of accumulated duplicitous behavior by him that’s downright appalling. And the lying then trying to convert the ‘blame’ to me. Because I am unwilling to risk abuse to call him out on it. The money he took for cocaine he claims he spent on gas. However I know he took my deering to work with him this morning to grind cocaine because it was gone.  He was coming to our daughters volleyball after work and instead of coming straight to the game stopped at home. Ostensibly to ride his street bike. Some priority there. He missed the first game of the match. And he seemed wired and sweaty. I stayed for varsity and he came home so about an hour before me. He was in his shop so I checked and magically the deering was back. And it had coke in it. When he came in I asked about the money he’d ragged on me about and that’s when he said he spent on gas not coke. Said he’d done some lines with his coworkers. I then told him to put the deering back in the bathroom before it got grimed up from his pot particles and ashes. He got pretty testy about it. I said I bet if I went and got it it wouldn’t be clean. He said no..now he said they ‘gave’ him some. And insists he wants the deering tomorrow too. Chasing his lies around. He also turned off my computer again. To hide the porn. Then after all this he says I can come to bed with him if I want. After a week of silent treatment, rudeness and lies. But acts like I’m the problem because I don’t want to come to bed with him. Confident his lies are solid he can act righteously indignant. Creep.