Monday, October 25, 2021

Early Winter

 No its not cold outside. Not really. But he did call me a cold bitch last week so theres that. Its snowing for my husband as In addition he is doing cocaine every day. Like I hear him snort it in his room. The 'tools' always show use. He has permanent sniffles he hasn't had before. Sometimes he tells me sometimes he lies but its pretty easy to tell. Even our daughter can see it and she's thoroughly annoyed by it. And he gave me some when he got home on Friday. Which I did not do. But even though I shouldn't care its still less that he can do so I took it pretending I would want it. Its Monday and he asked if I had any left...I said no. But I never touched it. He accused me of doing it when we visited our sons too "like did you do some I don't care if you did" but what he really wanted was to know if I had it on me so he could do more because he ran out. Same reason he asked tonight. So he could talk to his therapist on cocaine. Motivating reasons for me not to do it.

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