A Trojan Horse

 So my husband wants sex. He wants to be a jerk and still get sex. Nothing loving about it. But in the interest of keeping the peace I’m willing to keep faking it. What I’m not willing to do is have sex without protection anymore. If I am disease free it’s by sheer luck with number of women he’s fucked. He says he’s always used condone with all the women every time. And that would not be just for pregnancy protection as several are past being able to conceive. So a few nights ago I let things head in that direction. I asked if he had condoms. He said no. But I knew for a fact he’s always kept some in his truck he has some in his dresser he usually has one in his wallet. When I insisted he decided he didn’t want to have sex. He insists that he’s use them with other women but he doesn’t feel like he should have to use them with his wife. I did state that I’m not necessarily his wife someone that you feel that way about you don’t cheat on repeatedly. At least we didn’t actually get in any sort of fight I just left the room so it was more of a stalemate. A stalemate that continues. At the time I told him that he was being disrespectful of me and they were showing more respect to the house and well-being of his side partners than he was to his wife. He came in later and said he doesn’t respect me less he just feels like he shouldn’t have to wear one with his wife and that we’ve already had unprotected sex so it shouldn’t matter. But the fact is the guy is stillOn hook up sites. He’s on a site called tagged which links to meet me which is where he found his last girlfriend and he persistently cheats he’s not trustworthy why would I risk my health for something that really isn’t even intriguing to me because of who he is and what he’s done. And what he continues to do. He always thinks he’s so clever and so sneaky but I know who he is I know what he does and I’ve seen him on the sites. He lasted longer than I thought he would but I knew that the instant things weren’t perfect for him that he would turn to other women behind my back instead of speaking of it. And we have spoken of sex and affection and I’ve tried to be more supportive but I cannot and will not have sex without protection.So they’re not having sex that’s on him and yet he still using it as a way to cheat with other women which according to him he would use a condom with so I fall back to the same thing what’s the problem buying a Trojan for his wife when he would have to buy a Trojan for the other women or at least that’s what he claims. Personally I don’t believe he used condoms every time.But he will need to every time with me