Rodeo

 So my husband t finds a new supply when the current supply is not satisfactorily manipulated. From an “epiphany” in mid July. By August 2nd my husband was already seeing another woman. He’d already been seeing someone casually “a 38 year old “ and was also courting a woman from Texas. He’s been seeing her regularly ever since. Of course he’s lied about every time he’s not here - as if he has ever felt he owed anything like loyalty or respect the last 8 yrs of our marriage. Again I haven’t much to say any more it is after all a broken record that repeats no matter what. This morning I went into his room to ask if he was riding with me to our daughters softball. At which point I realized he was talking to his gf on his phone which is in fact how I found out about her. He immediately shoved his phone down. It ended up hanging up on her so I don’t know how much she heard but I take real exception to my home of 22 years being invaded in any way. It’s just offensive. I explained this to him and for the most part it did not develop into an argument. But he also called her back and I reiterated that I did not appreciate this disrespect - he is at work and on the road 12 hours of the day and at her house several times a week so there is plenty of time for their relationship outside of my house. I did take the opportunity during the 2nd call to give her a shout out that she isn’t his first rodeo. Apparently she also apologized to him for calling him at home . The best part for last - I told him his newest gf was a homely (That’s being kind) to which he replied “it’s what’s on the inside that counts” .. well she’s getting D from a married guy so he must be talking about her literal guts not her morals. And he didn’t deny she’s homely lmfao. He always defends his new victims because the are “good” people. I still tend to think good people don’t fuck with married men (she knew from the start) - they tell them they have to be unmarried or at least out of the house first - and they shouldn’t be lying about it to their wife. I wish I still had the man that used to defend me. And as the wife who has supported him and our family through self employment job changes and a million daily acts I am in fact a good person inside - better than her who fucks a married man and better on the outside too. But hey they can cloud their lungs together with anorexic bones sticking out.