Time passes and it’s interesting how many things pass with it. I have in fact seen my ex a handful of times. We get along fine. I dont feel anything other than after awhile some irritation at his personality haha. Weve seen each other at our son’s baseball gamea and even sat together. No big deal. Im not mad, sad or glad anymore. Just indifferent. Occasionally i have fleeting thoughts of how i thought life would play out when we married and have some disappointment in the life that didnt happen. Im selling my house and moving out of state and it will fade even more. That fade in itself is kind of sad. There was one volatile conversation withmy daughter of note. My son did something behind his girlfriend back..not physical cheating but online. My daughter said she couldn’t love him or support his baseball because of it and I pointed out she gave her dad all her support and love when he did far worse. She replied it was my fault for staying. Someday maybe she’ll work through that hypocrisy. Just not today.
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