Monday, April 30, 2018

Hi Ho Hi Ho

As a flight attendant I am on reserve/on call. This is my third month. I was called in to work the other day. I told my husband Ive been called in for a two night trip. Silence. Well temporary silence. The devil isn't a quiet person. And it came viciously. "I'm fucking sick of this. I'm sick of taking care of everything. I'm fucking sick of you. Its all about you and whether you're happy. You're a fucking bitch". And it went...on and on and on. I asked why he was being so mean? "because youre a fucking bitch. Just get the fuck out. Leave. You fucking bitch". I had been considering leaving because he has made my working a nightmare. But the abuse reminds me of one of the many good reasons to stay with the job. So I was home a few days. Not good days but not as bad. When I left there was dinner in the fridge. The house was clean. And my son was picking my daughter up from her baseball game (since he complains about doing anything for her). I texted him from my hotel what was done...so he wouldnt have to do ANYTHING. Then I mentioned I might not do this much longer. His answer...its not my fucking fault you picked a job that takes you away from your family". thanks for the support. He verbally abuses me and the peace the kids get from not having to hear it is a positive trade. Plus I really only miss a tenth of what they have going on so Im there for most of it. Hi ho hi ho its off to work I go.

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