Simply...Gross

This past couple days Ive been my own ocd enemy. My husband wants sex and cant understand my lack of desire. Seems stupid when you read this blog doesnt it? Anyways after thinking about the smut store episode I couldnt shut down the idea that there was more to suspect. He spent 90 minutes there...at a truck stop smut shop. How much could you look at for that long? Then the bell dinged...not just Glory holes but arcades. Gross.I actually let this man have sex with me the last few days! I FEEL dirtier than I think he IS. How is it that I can continue to be amazed and surprised by the influx of pervert education? My own ignorance is amazing as well.